9/11/2026 -- finally the weekend and only 2 more days till the picnic, i feel like people are visiting my site a whole lot more than before ! i love working on my website a lot but sometimes it gets really stressful and wears me out, sigh. i've been trying to get widgets to either work on my site or look good and i seem to be horribly failing at both lmao, i'll keep trying though, it just might take longer than expected. i'm listening to who knows by daniel ceaser rn, i think it's one of the most romantic songs i know, his voice is soo pretty !! i don't really know what to write today scince nothing big really happened, i'm about to go somewhere i think though. i don't really like my outfit today though, i feel like i didn't try hard :( i played a bit of borderlands 3 today and (spoiler) maya died ???????? it happened so fast lol, it's not funny. i'm just talking to myself atp alr, i'll write some more tomorrow if i can or if anything happens tomorrow, byee !
9/10/2026i know i just posted like a little bit ago but i just needed to vent, i feel like i'm a little pushy when it comes to me being online so i'm sorry if i'm commenting on your site and talking to you a lot and being annoying, lol just ignore me if you're annoyed
9/10/2026 -- i've been soooo tired lately, oh well. me and my friends are going on a picnic by the park o sunday (hopefully) and i can't wait !! hopefully the weather stays bright and sunny. i'm going to be wearing this matching set, it's a navy blue mini skirt (with shorts !) and a navy blue nyc polo shirt kind of thing, i'll be styling that witha vintage tight brown hoodie, brown thrifted heels, and white leg warmers !! it's going to be super cute (i hope) i'm doing pretty good in school and there is a girl there who seems really nice, i'm gonna ask her if she want's to be my friend ! (i sound 5) drama is still dramatic and happening but at least i'm not bored loll, anyways back to the picnic thing i kinda got wayy off track loll, it's gonna be super fun ! my friend want me to talk to boys and like get their number, which i'm not very comfertable with, so she can but i won't. i know that's like a way to meet people but call me old fashioned but the only thing going through my mind right now is vintage 80's romance movies, no ones taking that away from me. loll. i'm bringing a few things to the picnic like a candelabra (in the day???? yes.), a blanket, a card deck, and myself, and libby is bringing the food and "aesthetic stuff" according to her lol, and eves is bringing drinks !! oh btw i'm not sure if you're reading this so if you are say 'save the texas prarie chicken' in the chat!! ty byeee!!
9/9/2026 -- today has a lot going on so i'll be yapping about a lot of different things btw. today i got all of my homework done early !! so i'm just doing whatever for a while, i'm really bored and don't know what to do. anyways, i've been stuck on what to post on my blogger, though my friend is posting left and right i just posted like, last week lol. recently i've been dreaming of my new life when i move, i've been looking at clothes, makeup, room decore, if you can't tell i'm really excited. new school, new people, new places, new me, well same me but a bit more calm :) i've been always on pinterest and neocities lately but it's better than tiktok so wtv. i've been making a board of me and marie and it's so aesthetic, it's probably one of my favorite boards ! but anyways back to me moving, i think it's going to be great, i really want to move closer to my friend neha but we're looking at houses an hour away, closer than last time but it still feels so far, oh well, i'm sure i'll be just as happy :) we move around a lot which is fine, it's a lot easier for me to keep in contact now though so it'll be like i nver even left ! i don't think marie wants me to move heh but it's for a good reason !! it's not like i'll stop being friends with her, she just worries too much, i'll be by her side no matter what though. speaking of helping out my friend neha is getting a little stressed lately, i just wish i could help her, but being so far it's hard, so i try to find the time to call her lots !! i think i make her happy :) she's my closest friend and like a sister, so there's nothing to worry about !! i have a lot of friend drama sorry, it's less drama and more...stressful coversations though lol. i'm so happy i'm moving, and i know i say that a lot lol, but i have a chance to restart, no drama, no toxic friend group who left me, no bullying, no horrible life in this small town here. though i don't regret moving here. but it's gonna be a whole lot better soon, hopefully really really soon !
9/8/2026 -- hey ! so with help we finally got my diary to work !! nothing really happened today, school, drama, came home, and etc, but it was calm, unlike most school days. i can't really make any friends, my class is sorta none social and i'm really the only one who does anything, which gets annoying fast. it's already the second week and i'm the only one participating, isn't that weird ? anyways home has been a bit wild but nice :) i'm just glad i'm not awkward there. i'm really cool idek why i don't have friends lol. i've been playing borderlands 3 a lot lately, it's super fun but so hard to get working, it keeps kicking us and honestly i'm getting angry. oh, ty to breadpuppy for giving me the diary idea from their site, it's really fun !! i'm going to the merc soon, it's like this cute little coffee shop with an open mic once a month. i'm going to the open mic, i'm hoping i could be friends with soren cause he looks a bit judgemental, nothing i haven't delt with before ! anyways, this is it for my first entry, i'll try to write daily but i'm very busy, being the only student yk. love y'all, byee. .jpg.210x158.webp)